I've I have come to understand that you [There's a few dots on the paper as she seems to be trying to figure out how to write this. She was never good with formal requests.] at times will fulfill requests. I don't want to sound greedy, because I really don't need much. I'm [She almost scratches it out, but why bother. She'll just write what makes her comfortable.] happy enough I got my scythe back, with it being government property and an important aspect of who I am, but there's still something I want to request.
I'm worried about my boss, Shiki sama, it's really strange for a Yama to be human and living, and it's got to bring a lot of conflict with it. I also think the people who knew of her before are being rude to her. I know this place isn't the same, and the rules are different, but it would be really nice if she could get something that makes her... her, back. People from Gensokyo are rather bratty and aggressive. They like to rub all sorts of things in your face, cause fights and play power trips. Shiki sama should not have to be ridiculed or ignored by them.
I don't really know how this works, I might even be over stepping my place by doing this, but even if I'm human, I'm still her Shinigami, I'm still her hands, her arms, and her subordinate, so I can't just stand by and watch without doing what I can. I want to make her happier.
I'm not sure what to ask for though, the best situation would be to let her have what makes her... well, her, but I don't know how to break that down. Maybe if she could see in black and white again? Or if she could have her Rod of Remorse, since that's a very important item to a Yama. Sort of like my scythe, it's just not the same without it. But, I think anything that might make her feel a bit more like her old self would be okay.
I'm sorry if this is troubling you, I'm just growing worried. And if it means I don't get anything else for myself, that's okay too. It's my job to support her after all, like it's her job to take care of me.
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I'veI have come to understand that you [There's a few dots on the paper as she seems to be trying to figure out how to write this. She was never good with formal requests.] at times will fulfill requests. I don't want to sound greedy, because I really don't need much. I'm [She almost scratches it out, but why bother. She'll just write what makes her comfortable.] happy enough I got my scythe back, with it being government property and an important aspect of who I am, but there's still something I want to request.I'm worried about my boss, Shiki sama, it's really strange for a Yama to be human and living, and it's got to bring a lot of conflict with it. I also think the people who knew of her before are being rude to her. I know this place isn't the same, and the rules are different, but it would be really nice if she could get something that makes her... her, back. People from Gensokyo are rather bratty and aggressive. They like to rub all sorts of things in your face, cause fights and play power trips. Shiki sama should not have to be ridiculed or ignored by them.
I don't really know how this works, I might even be over stepping my place by doing this, but even if I'm human, I'm still her Shinigami, I'm still her hands, her arms, and her subordinate, so I can't just stand by and watch without doing what I can. I want to make her happier.
I'm not sure what to ask for though, the best situation would be to let her have what makes her... well, her, but I don't know how to break that down. Maybe if she could see in black and white again? Or if she could have her Rod of Remorse, since that's a very important item to a Yama. Sort of like my scythe, it's just not the same without it. But, I think anything that might make her feel a bit more like her old self would be okay.
I'm sorry if this is troubling you, I'm just growing worried. And if it means I don't get anything else for myself, that's okay too. It's my job to support her after all, like it's her job to take care of me.
Thank you for reading,
Komachi Onozuka